Shallow I am yet skimming
Surface no depth brimming
Words not really matter
Silence spilled over scattered
Music pure subtle clear
Only a heart can heart hear
Quiet pain words too loud
Silence stream subtle gush
Feelings pour lips conceal
Heart heavy sinking not spill
Tearing deep within
Silence sword slowly slit
Eyes sad tears missing
Held up deep brewing
Fire contained not seen
Silence smouldering slowly devour
Monday, March 31, 2008
Silence
The girl with almond eyes

Saddened moist some pain withheld
In the crowd but so alone
To infinity she stare
Her beauty divine sublime
Striking Youth in its prime
In A sight captured enslaved
I stand lost mesmerised
She left a mark profound
Her Memory never fades
Close my eyes a moment
Stands right where I found
A thousand words
moment our eyes met
The very next, she left
yet she stayed with me forever
Lost Soldier
It is meant to express the pain that a soldier undergoes when illusions falls apart.
Write about honour and its changing values
How fellow men vie soldiers now
Lack of purpose and the lost cause
The respect that has withered
Love that is lost
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My mettle hath lost its sheen
That stint of esteem no more seen
Patriotism sacrifice all essence lost
I just trade my life for a cost
My countrymen no more with awe admire
Slowly grows within dissent, a silent ire
For many I fleece their hard earned money,
Gobble up taxes burden the economy
No maid fair care to caress
Brazen heart has lost its duress
For whom I fight and for whom I die
Care not ask for a moment why
Is that I who stares from the mirror?
Blood smeared torn withered
Alas Flesh has survived but soul is lost
The very reason for what I fought
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Dooriaan
Phir bhi hai kuch fasana tere mere beech main
Hai aankhon mein tasweer teri aur fizaon mein teri mehak
Chaand mein hai aks tera aur chandini mein teri chamak
Doorian ab kya gine hum tere mere beech mein
Hai magar yeh sach ki hain nahin hum rubaru
Jo hote gar tum saath to hoti kuch to guftagu
Do dilon ke darmiyan hoti kuch to justaju…
Milte saanson se mere, tere saaans to, hote saaz kuch aur hi
In lamhon main kaid hote ehsas kuch aur hi
Nazdeekiyan ab kya gine hum tere mere beech mein
I Long...
Sweet honey from the flowers drips
Feel heaven in the mortal being
Moist warmth of the monsoon winds
Into thy eyes pray I sink
Ocean deep with no brink
Be adrift and know no time
Always drunk in thou beauty wine
So I long to touch thy face
Moist with love like morning haze
No feather as soft no snow as fair
Oh God made thou with so much care
But what I care is to touch thy heart
Warm abode where goodness start
There is love in every beat
Oh thou are a fountain of love so sweet
Last Words
Heavy strained passeth breath
Sinking veins flesh blue numb
Slow closeth shadow death
Can run no more it’s the final fall
Each breath leaves like autumn leaves
Fading failing falling aside
Flows out life like falling tide
Can hold no more it’s the final call
On to the body winter hath arrived
Yet in heart spring hath survived
Still feels warmth of thy breath
Defiant I smile onto death
To relentless death I say…
Rejoice not that thou have won
Claim the flesh thy bounty one
My heart to thou not it belong
Some one else for whom it long
And to thee I say…
Repent not all is lost
Body besieged heart no never
In thy memories sweet abode
I shall live for ever n ever
On love
I wondered how it would sound
Poetry that sprouts from love
I know what grows on parched grounds
Not seen though much of green meadows
Never known that subtle sting, that slow smoulder
How it feels…to breathe the fragrance in air stale
See colours beyond the spectrum pale
How does it feel… to feed on the feelings gay
Hear the incessant music that nature play
I now know how it feels…feels to be in love
Enigma
Gone too far thou no silhouette seen
Beyond horizons of my dreams
Eyes tired strained searching
Chasing thou mirage lurching
Spring bloom thou my pastures scorched
Soul withered all essence lost
Can’t hold for long thy nectar frost
Fluid thou seep my soil gross
Enigma thou never unveil
Memory fails thy shadow frail
No smile or thy smell sweet
No hope to hold on, no home to retreat
Thought I’ve groundings firm
Anchored I wait thou to come
Never realized time tide so strong
Like a log I drifted along
Too far thou have gone
Limbs tired, eyes sullen
My body no more strong
I won’t stop for I can’t
Alas my love, my life, I can’t travel this long
Shayari/ Gazals
नज़र चुराते देखा उसे तो यकीं हुआ , वोह भी देखता है हमें जल गयी बस्ती मेरी, धुआं उसके घर में भी है थोड़ा काम ही सही मगर, वोह भी चाहता है...
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नज़र चुराते देखा उसे तो यकीं हुआ , वोह भी देखता है हमें जल गयी बस्ती मेरी, धुआं उसके घर में भी है थोड़ा काम ही सही मगर, वोह भी चाहता है...
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Not let that pain come forth From beneath the smile that subtle remorse Not let surface the tears restrained For so long what in heart conta...
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Heavy strained passeth breath Sinking veins flesh blue numb Slow closeth shadow death Can run no more it’s the final fall Each breath leaves...